Same here girly. I find them attractive but you know what that doesn’t NEED to mean anything. I have learned that you can find someone attractive, beautiful even but not want to be romantic or sexual with that person.
How do you tell the difference tho????
@Anonymous Anxiety
@Anonymous But I can’t tell if the anxiety is in that or the fear I’m in denial. Agh!
@Anonymous But sometimes I see women and they’re kinda masculine and I feel confused if it’s attraction like why if I was just conditioned to think it wasn’t
@Anonymous What does indicate sexuality then?
I can’t relate to the specifics of your situation above, however I applaud you for expressing and becoming aware of the distress and discomfort. Things that matter to us trigger us. Try your best to be aware of these triggers and not react but respond by not doing a ritual or compulsion to attempt to alleviate a feeling or thought. Practicing this is the foundation of ERP. Good luck and keep going!