spent the day with my brother today and then i began to worry about the fear of having a crush on him! i guess i care about what he thinks of me (as i do with most people) and have always wanted both my brothers to think i’m cool or whatever. but, since i also feel this way with guys i like, i get so scared that i like him. it makes me so anxious and nauseous. i’ve had incest ocd with both brothers now. it’s just horrible. it’s more the fear of romantic attraction than sexual attraction.

Wow I feel really sorry for you. It's crazy how OCD can make these thoughts feel so real.. Please remember that this also is OCD trying to get you into a reaction. I guess you have to be uncertain about the situation and keep your mind to other stuff. I know for sure that you love your brother a lot and therefore OCD is attacking it. OCD attacks what you find most important in life, remember that🙏 Stay strong, you can do it!!

thank you 💛💛 it’s weird how i always just think i don’t have ocd and these things are totally true. like i ‘blame’ real feelings on ocd

@garden No problem at all :) I totally understand you about obsessing whether or not you actually have OCD. OCD can turn and twist your feelings so much that it can produce 'feelings' or 'urges' you don't actually want. First you begin to doubt yourself if you really want this or not which is a horrible thing to go through. I know it's hard and especially with these kind of thoughts. But please remember that you're a good person and do not deserve to have this dragging you down. If you ever feel like talking you could send me a message at this threat!!😊

@IhateOCD99 thanks so much. intrusive feelings are almost harder than thoughts at times!

@IhateOCD99 also if you ever need to vent about your themes feel free to here aswell :)

@garden Thank you so much. I'll definitely do!!

@IhateOCD99 good :))