Is it normal to grow up feeling evil across your childhood? And to look back and just see an evil child? I’m curious how others view their childhood

Is It Normal To Grow Up Feeling Evil Across Your Childhood?

yeah, i look back and i hate seeing me, i always paint myself as this mean and awful person, especially when i was a kid

Okay, this is something that rules my OCD. Makes me feel like something is wrong with me, (more then my OCD) 😂 yes 100% applies to every different theme I have, stop ruminating!!! It’ll get better. :)))

Is it an ocd thing then or just a normal thing? 

I see it as something connected my OCD because it was because of my thoughts that I felt that way. On top of that idk if I felt that way or real event ocd made me feel that way and ya know what I’m ok with that, the past isn’t for analytical thinking it’s for the past :)