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- SofiaLovedAndHealed
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- 574d ago
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Is looking back an OCD behavior?
Is it OCD when I want to know if I saw the right thing and I have the need to look back even if I do have a way to rewind? Like I have this obsession regarding someone else, and he used to be a football player years ago with a red jersey in HS in Florida and on the tv screen during our newscast, I think I saw a footage of football players with RED jersey and that might be his school??? I work in a news station WAY FAR FROM FLORIDA (I’m closer to the west coast) and we’re reporting about our own university’s football team which colors are blue and orange and I know it’s very very unlikely that they will air that school because 1) it’s not even the same state 2) this is college football not high school 3) there is no significant connection whatsoever to air that unless they’re talking about high school football in Florida which again.. very unlikely I wasn’t sure, maybe it was orange and not red but I have the need and means to find out. How can I forget about this compulsion every time I’m at work? The computer is just staring at me and my mind is telling me to DO IT because I need to make sure it wasn’t his school, or that it wasn’t a red jersey.