- Username
- Kiran.09
- Date posted
- 557d ago
- Religion & Spirituality OCD
- Real Events OCD
help.
I'm muslim and I got out of a relationship. If you're muslim then yk that this is haram in our religion. I did stuff in the relationship that make me so anxious rn and I keep repeating them in my mind. I feel so guilty about them. The thing I'm anxious about rn is that once I was standing and my ex was also standing in front of me. We were holding hands and then we were close. This is difficult for me to say but then he was kissing my neck which Ik is wrong by itself, and our hands were pressed to my chest. I don't think I thought about that moment before but. He then put our hands away from my chest but I remember liking it there and that I wanted him to touch me. I feel so disgusted rn. I even would think about this before this had occured. I feel guilty and not only religiously but also society wise like what kind of person would people think I am or what would he think of me if he knows that. I should've removed our hands myself but instead I didn't and I wanted it.