- Username
- Cruella
- Date posted
- 555d ago
- Perfectionism OCD
- Religion & Spirituality OCD
- Relationship OCD
- "Pure" OCD
Bad day
Oof I had a rough day today. I spiraled and used my unhealthy coping mechanisms, avoidance, reassurance seeking, smoking to numb the pain. I want to give up. I feel overwhelming amounts of shame for wanting to give up. I want to Quit my job. Drop out of school. End my relationship. Run away to Jamaica. But tomorrows comin quick and I don’t have enough money to go to Jamaica. If only I was a Kardashian smh. Anyways gotta get my beauty sleep so I can face another damn day. Xoxo bitches Sleep tight, Cruella