- Username
- anonymous 88888888
- Date posted
- 545d ago
- Contamination OCD
Unsure what to do...
I've been considering moving for a while. I currently live in a decent area, but have been having difficulty maintaining it due to size/structure, and the level of OCD I experience (severe contamination type 2). The apartment also seems to be put together with glue. I found another apartment. The apartment is on the outskirts of a not so great area, but the area where the apartment is located is a bit isolated, but okay. It would also make my commute about 10 minutes longer. The other apartment is smaller and everything is brand new, but I might feel a bit isolated there. I already left a deposit (my dad left a deposit). I've been going month to month on my current apartment, paying through the ears because I wasn't sure if I was staying (with help from my parents). I have the option to re-sign a conract with my current building, but i feel like im drowning there. I need to make a decision one way or the other, but I feel I'm darned if I do, darned if I don't. I can't afford therapy right now, even on a payment plan, and my insurance is not accepted here.