- Username
- Rozzie
- Date posted
- 531d ago
- Suicidal OCD
- "Pure" OCD
I will not give up
I know my life is worth living. I know I'm loved, and I know my future is so so bright. I will live. I will not let this monster get the better of me. I've had suicidal OCD for years but this is not the end. I'm scared. I'm terrified, BECUASE I don't know what's real or what's not. I know I can't give up. That is not an option. I need to stay. I NEED TO STAY. AND I NEED TO GET BETTER. WHATEVER IT TAKES. I WILL NOT GIVE UP. I WILL BE STRONG NOW SO I CAN LIVE A LIFE OF PEACE AND HAPPINESS LATER. I KNOW ITS COMING. I pray it's coming God, please keep me alive.