- Username
- PRIV8
- Date posted
- 429d ago
- Harm OCD
- Suicidal OCD
Can this be possible?
Im strugling with harm ocd for a while now and i use the method what people told me but it still doesnt help me and when i get into a bad situation or life sucks, this always comes back. So i got into a conclusion, eitherway the obsession is to hurt myself and the urge to do it is the compulsion which after time turns into reassurance from people cause i do not harm myself, never did, OR the life problems are the obsession cause im affraid of suffering, pain, i dont want to feel any so the compulsion would be to harm or kill myself. This one sounds more real cause theres the actual fear, but in the first one theres no fear. But either way its still bad. I got to this conclusion cause im tired of hearing people with harm ocd saying they fighting with fear, while i feel like im fighting with the actual urge, i always have to remind myself the reasons why i shouldnt to it which doesnt sound like what other people with harm ocd do cause they already know why they shouldnt do it. Anyway can this 2 obtions be possible? Or im just overthinking it