- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Username
- ClareBear
- Date posted
- 425d ago
- Harm OCD
- "Pure" OCD
- Young adults with OCD
(18+) Groinal Response To Nonsexual Thoughts
I have a groinal responses to some violence. I used to wonder if I was a sadist but it’s not sexy or kinky violence, its actually not sexual at all, it’s just pure violence that makes me feel something down there. I worry it’s not OCD because I don’t really know what fear is attached to it. I worry I’m just sick and maybe I am a sadist who just enjoys people’s suffering and am lying to myself and putting on a mask… I don’t understand. But I don’t think that’s true because it makes me sick and sad and I hate it, but I also feel down there.