- Username
- Kat25
- Date posted
- 425d ago
- Suicidal OCD
- "Pure" OCD
- Harm OCD
Ocd
So I got a hard ocd intrusive thought around a family member and it scared me and I started saying to myself I’m not gonna think this because it’s not true it’s fake I’d never do it and I started pondering on it and sorta ruminating and then was like well I’ll just stay away but that’s what ocd wants me to do and I’m not I Remember last year when I was really engulfed in my ocd and this happened omg I was so depressed that day and shut down didn’t speak felt anxious everything but I’m not letting ocd drown me again I can’t and the feelings and nervousness are slowly leaving but every time weather your in recovery or not it will scare and disturb you every time but you can move from it ❤️