That’s normal with hocd. It makes me wonder all sorts of things that make you feel uncomfortable about your sexuality. If you’re straight, gay, ace, bi
Yes, I bounce around so much and have been questioning if im asexual now or gay or trans even sometimes or just hetero and unlovable by men... im exhausted. What is the "h" in hocd?
Sometimes I'm just tired of labels and don't want to have to define myself with a million words let alone even one word. But then I think, "well, but then what am i? Can I really be 'nothing' and have that be okay?" The world is really focused on labels these days especially and advertising exploits it, and at least for me i find it is triggering the ocd even more than before. Hang in there