You may not feel panic but your posts indicate other wise. You may not have physical or noticeable signs of anxiety - but you posting over & over is definitely anxiety driven. Anxiety sneaks up on us and sometimes we don’t even notice it!!
but it's not even emotional anxiety? idk anymore dude i just wish it were bad because at least i knew it wasn't me or i knew i didn't like it. now i still get those feelings PLUS the lack of anxiety
@Lilyrosalynd I have had that happen too where my anxiety was like gone & I was like omg this means it’s true / real. I know how tough that is but you need to fight through it posting on here repeatedly is a compulsion!!
@cc97 thank you so much for being so patient!
Also remember if OCD didn’t feel real it wouldn’t be able to trap us into the loop of anxiety, checking / compulsions
and i even have reduced compulsions. it's like i am too tired or have no energy to check and ruminate