TW: SOOCD I don’t know if this is me secretly somehow looking for reassurance but I just want to vent because I saw someone post about how they had and have SOOCD and ended up being gay anyway. It filled me with so much fear and I can’t help but think is that what’s going to happen to me? Was my initial thought 7 years ago real and denial convinced me I might have SOOCD as that would feel like a better outcome than actually being gay? I know that sounds so horrible because I have nothing against the LGBTQ+ community at all, I just don’t want to have to leave my current relationship, I feel so scared and alone.