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You're asking for reassurance right now!! I know it's really scary, but the right way to approach this is 'If I'm gay, then I'm gay'. I knooow it sounds completely terrifying right now, but if you keep telling yourself that it doesn't matter and it will be okay no matter what, you will get out of this! I had Hocd as well a few times. The theme kept coming back haunting me, but with the right approach, it goes away. You will be alright, I promise ❤️
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Yeah and remember sexuality is on a spectrum. Not saying that you are gay - but don't afraid of losing your attraction to men - because so many bi sexual girls end up marrying men! But I don't want to trigger you anyway I just want to let you know there's no fear there. Also I'm 100% sure you're straight because this internal anxiety is a massive symptom of OCD. I had the same thing and I realised that this isn't want attraction feels like -- this is just over the top fear running through my body. Hope this helps :)
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No, I had only pure obsessional ocd. I would think " what if what if what if" all the time. But it doesn't matter if you have thoughts, images, sensations, urges, uncertaines... I approach them the same. It's the same thing! Dismiss all of them. Don't take them seriously. You are not your thoughts. If it scares you, you are super aware of who you really are. People with ocd have a very high sense of morality and it is very hard for them to admit that there could be a difference in their life (such as being gay) I've had this theme for sooo long and I couldn't even talk about it (Which is a big mistake). You have to expose to such things. Listen to podcasts about different sexual orientations, watch movies about gay people and so on. Expose yourself to such situations and the anxiety will decrease. AND DON'T FORGET! TREAT THOSE SENSATIONS THE SAME AS THE URGES, IMAGES, THOUGHTS.. They are the same! They don't represent you!!!
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I had as well a „coming-out“ by my parents. My strongly religious mom was annoyed, that I didn’t work, so as well my mother said: „it doesn’t matter, if you are gay, please just work!” I know now I don’t care if I am, but my mother tells me sometimes: “look he is hot, he has a nice body, are you looking guys on phone?” I just laugh now and think: “seriously, do you think i’m gay?”. I don’t care anymore ??♂️ and I appreciate you to accept these thoughts (as well it’s hard as hell)
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I'm just so terrified everytime I get those freaking groinals , whenever they come, I just think that I'll lose control and I'll be 100% attracted to women
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If you are now attracted to male sexe, you’ll be in the future
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Hey miru10 , have you ever struggled with groinal sensations, and if so, how have you overcome it?
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Groinals have ruined my life I spend hours each day checking for tjem
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Same
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i don’t have hocd, but i am a queer individual and just wanted to reiterate that sexuality is based on a spectrum! not everyone’s sexuality is purely black and white, so don’t feel that you have to label yourself!
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But that’s the thing I WANT to be straight
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@ihatecalculus That’s nice of ya :)
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@zidzad with high probability you are
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I’m 25 and never ever thought this before my soocd relapse. I have a bf of 5 years. Never been a high libido kinda girl. Don’t get me wrong I do get turned on by my bf but not like every day you know? - That had always been in the back of my head, is this normal and ok? But my ocd has latched onto the most scariest what if EVER. My brain is now saying How do you know you won’t prefer to sleep and kiss girls if you haven’t tried it: and it’s that unknown that is scaring the shit out of me. I DONT AND NEVER HAVE wanted to sleep / kiss a girl. But now my intrusive thoughts is all I think about!!! I don’t want I don’t want I don’t want??? So why does my brain think BUT WHAT IF??? I know ocd thrives off uncertainty which is why I think this is happening? But I don’t wanna find out or work it out because all I want is to be with my bf and marry him!! Is this just the epitome of OCD?
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Sorry long post. Anyone feel like now they’re just in extreme denial. Like when I was little I noticed guys more than girls in movies and was more drawn to them. I remember changing my mindset to switch that. 98%of my life has been straight until recently. I felt drawn to some guys but never thought of it sexually. Always had girl crushes dreams and porn. Now I watch porn and I feel like straight takes longer and then I go and watch gay porn and feel nothing until I tell myself it’s two attractive dudes and love is love and imagine physical sensations and then it hits like suddenly. Like I have to convince myself it’s alright. Then when I try again I can do all that but feel nothing and then straight porn works. Idk if it’s just getting a fix or the first time works with anything or what but it’s confusing. On top of that I’ve felt girl relationships including my wife maybe miss something and a guy maybe matches that feeling that but then I feel like I’d be missing something without a girl or my wife. Idk I’ve had some rough times in life with male figures in my life but idk. I feel like I have to convince myself more and more that I’m straight even more than the first time I dealt with this. Can someone relate? Please
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