I’m terrified right now, I read a horrific news story a while back and for some reason I remembered it and now my OCD is trying make me think I’ve done the same or that I want to. I absolutely don’t ever want to nor have I ever, I’m just horrified. I won’t talk about the news story or what happened because it’s absolutely appalling and wouldn’t want to trigger or scare or just simply disgust someone on here. But I hate OCD, I’m shaking right now. Why can’t I just be disgusted and not have to always put the appalling things others do and put in on myself and say I’ve done it