I was a tutor for over 10 years, also taught Sunday school, was a substitute teacher and worked in an after school program. (I didn’t know POCD was a thing until about six years ago. Prior to that, I thought that my thoughts were my possibly being a pedophile.) I had many triggering experiences. God got me through it all somehow. I thought my work with kids was a calling…yet why would God call someone like me to be around children? I don’t get it.