when we’re little, we’re told of stories that begin with ‘once upon a time’ and end with ‘happily ever after’ but our lives aren’t written out for us, like this. we don’t live in fairytales. however, the original stories of the disney princesses felt less like a fairytale and more like life. whenever i read them, i felt uncertain. how will this story end? why did things have to be this way? i don’t want this to happen! nevertheless, i still loved those stories. just because we won’t know if ugly things will happen to us, doesn’t mean there wasn’t any beauty in our lives at all. i may be confused, i may wander endlessly and still feel lost. my fate may be cursed with bad luck and fortune. of course i’m afraid. but even so, if i keep wishing for something that’ll never come true, if i keep planting flowers that’ll never bloom, if i never wake up from dreaming, i’ll never truly live. i’ll never hurt, i’ll never heal, i’ll never grow up! and when i’m so out of breath searching for a false comfort, my vision will be too blurry for me to see everything i’m so thankful for. i’ll forget how to love. so, i don’t care if i’m not a princess in a perfect fairytale! i’ll love with all my heart, even if it means to suffer.

❀ ♡ cinderella❀ bibbidi bobbidi boo i bless you with thoughts that could⋆･｡⋆ w a n d e r ❀ ♡just remember, ❀ ♡ ✿ there is a universe amidst your clouds to explore♡ ✿ ❀ ♡if you forget, ❀ ♡ ❦ you will be cursed with a destiny of digging your own grave♡ ❦ ❀ ♡ 12 o’clock❀ tick tock⋆･｡⋆

❀ ♡i will hide ❀ ♡and you won’t seek me ❀ ♡ ❀ mummification ❀ ♡ ❀ ♡ announcement of death ❀ ♡ embalming the body removal of brain ❀ ♡ ❀ ♡ removal of internal organs ❀ ♡ drying out process wrapping of the body ❀ ♡ ❀ ♡ final procession ❀ “i’m sorry..i guess some things..really are better left unsaid.” ♡peekaboo ❀ ♡

But a mermaid has no tears, and therefore she suffers so much more. ❦ ✿Hans Christian Andersen, The Little Mermaid❦ ?xxxxxxxxx? A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat I tried to find the sound But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness, So darkness I became The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map And knew that somehow I could find my way back Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too So I stayed in the darkness with you The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart ♡ ✿❀ ❦Cosmic Love by Florence + the Machine❦ ❀✿ ♡ ?xxxxxx? A jellyfish, if you watch it long enough, begins to look like a heart beating. It doesn't matter what kind: the blooded Atolla with its flashing siren lights, the frilly flower hat variety, or the near-transparent moon jelly, Aurelia aurita. It's their pulse, the way they contract swiftly, than release. Like a ghost heart-- a heart you can see right through, right into some other world where everything you ever lost as gone to hide. Jellyfish don't even have hearts, of course-- no heart, no brain, no bone, no blood. But watch them for a while. You will see them beating. ❀ ♡Ali Benjamin, The Thing About Jellyfish❀