I’m not even attracted to people. Like in Highschool I would have massive crushes but I don’t even have a drive to be attracted to guys anymore. Like I’m just numb. I’m talking to this one dude and he’s super nice but like I just can’t like him. My mom made jokes about me becoming a nun and I thought what if but I really think it’s ocd. In Highschool I didn’t really have ocd and now that it controls my life I just am numb. I don’t wanna be numb I wanna feel again but I’m scared to feel again. I’m scared of emotions, I’m scared of feeling again and going back into a deep depression. It’s been like that for a while but now my attraction is non existent. I can’t say I’m asexual but like I do have a severe case of OCD.

Junior96!

Date posted: 4y

You seem depressed right now . It’s so hard to express and receive emotions when you’re in this stage . You’re just fed up right now . We’ve all been there . Once you find happiness and ways to properly handle your ocd , you’ll be able to express yourself and bond with people

mari01

Date posted: 4y

Thank you :)

Anonymous8809

Date posted: 4y

I’m sorry you’re suffering.

Junior96!

Date posted: 4y

No problem

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