I have ocd and I just moved to a new apartment wit my bf we only have a few things in here like clothes and food but my bf doesn’t really understand ocd I was worried this place would be dirty cause we don’t have alot of money so alot of the places we have to live are usually dirty and have bugs but this new place was clean freshly painted and brand new carpet I was so excited but there were a few fleas and fleas don’t bother me as much as cockroaches and bed begs but we notified the apartment owners and they had someone come spray today I’ve been nervous bout them spraying some of the stuff I have in here that I’m particular bout so I moved everything and covered everything so no bug sprays would get on it I thought he’d only spray a few corners but flea spray goes all over the carpet and this guy sprayed our brand new carpet in bug spray soaking wet everywere so now I think my entire carpet is contaminated and I no bug sprays are safe but my ocd doesn’t like any kind of sprays on anything so this perfect place new paint and carpet no crazy infestation of bugs is now ruined to me I’ve never panicked like this my bf is mad cause he paid so much money and thinks I’m just being over dramatic and a bitch but my ocd is makeing me like this and I don’t wear perfumes I don’t spray fabric fresheners cause I don’t like it even once it’s dry my ocd doesn’t like it I only like Lysol and disifectints cause they get rid of germs they clean I’m so alone I’m so scared I don’t wanna clean the carpets but still in my mind think they’ll always be covered in spray and I don’t wanna creat an ocd ritual like wipeing my feet every time I wlk on the carpet like even months from now I don’t wanna create an ocd ritual and please don’t be mean bout this being really long.