- Username
- Bookworm91
- Date posted
- 3y ago
Yes you can OCD sucks but you got this! You are so much stronger than you even know! I can tell you it does get better! I’ve had to go to inpatient for my OCD two different times but now I’m doing so well yes I still struggle but I’m able to function again you’ll be able to tooooo!
OCD is a bully but you’re so much stronger than it!
You can do this! It’s hard but you are worth it. It gets better.
Have you seem my post before this??
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Like just now I saw some video of some guy complaining about the character bubblegum princess from adventure time and she was either buyer gay I can’t tell I didn’t watch the movie all that I mean I’m sorry about the movie the series and I’m scared I thought she looked pretty in one picture I said I think I might be I’ll happily but I’m not bisexual and when I imagine remember that bubblegum princess makes out with Marceline and they become a couple I’m like oh no I’m definitely don’t wanna do that but how can I look at what a woman think she’s pretty and say I might be all perky when I’m not bisexual
* bi or gay
@Bookworm91 I don’t mean to trigger anybody and I acted like Marceline is I’m scared I’m at except it stops where the two girls kiss but I don’t I’m not bisexual I don’t think any woman’s attractive in that capacity I’m not bisexual I don’t wanna be here anymore I just want to sleep how can I look at a girl and think she said gay and then said like me when I’m not gay how can I think she’s pretty then say oh I think I might be I’m not bisexual and still be straight how can I think something like that how can I say think she’s gay then I said like me I’m not by how can I say like me I keep saying how can I think she is when I’m not gay why how can I say think she is and how can I say like and I do I want guys to come back I’m not gay how can I say like me when she’s not I’m not I’m not get out who my God I am smiling and I can’t stop how can I say she’s not like me when I’m not gay at all
I know you guys won’t react simply because you probably can’t but I just said I’m not sure repeatedly and then I acted like it’s gross too but I don’t want the same sex is not gross to have sex with guys even if I haven’t experienced it yet and yet I keep making faces like I parts are when they’re not nasty granite I know reproductive organs are not meant to be attractive but I want guy parts and he said not sure if the boobs to meet and I keep smile I’m scared I might be able to wanna be excited I’m not bisexual boobs are not sexy keep saying much and the thing is I’m scared of my subconscious because I keep randomly out of the blue saying not sure if they are but boobs are disgusting I keep saying that I am sure that they’re not attractive to me that’s for sure they’re not attractive they’re not my thing and I make faces like I don’t I said boobs are not as boring as the boys are not as boring as boobs I keep it being defensive same boobs aren’t I don’t wanna be there I’m scared to equal if they’re not lovely I don’t want boobs and I hate that I don’t make sense I keep saying I’m in the middle like looking back-and-forth like I’m watching a tennis match but do not equal boobs are not my thing or not my thing on my boys back I don’t want boobs I don’t want big bulky muscular guys but I don’t want boobs they are not my thing
this is going to kill me. im very much suicidal. all the tiem. i cant be mentslly ill. i cant do it. i wont let this happen anymore. i get to the point and then i cant do it. i cant fight this
Aghhh I can’t do this I need an escape
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