this is gonna sound weird but do you ever not hear the thoughts but it’s like you can feel them there still in your head

YESS!!!!! omg i've had this for the past 2 weeks and I'm so confused. There's no words in my mind, but I know I feel horrible about something!! I thought it was backdoor spike, but I'm so glad someone else has that. 

it’s so frustrating, it’s just as bad as still having the thoughts and hearing them but more uncomfortable, it’s like you don’t know what’s wrong

yes i just feel the horrible thing like in my head without any thoughts coming in