I feel like I'm losing myself tonight. I'm going crazy. Intrusive thoughts, emotional, crying for no reason, fine the next. No love for anyone one minute, outstanding love almost obsession for certain people the next. Made up scenarios in my head driving me crazy. Tired but wide awake. Uggghhh I'm so frustrated with this shit tonight!!!

I feel you! I'm going thru that right now too. My brother and I got into a pretty big fight a couple of weeks ago, I was shocked on how he started calling me names, he's not ever been that way, and I keep trying to figure it out. I keep playing these ocd scenarios out, I for from really bad intrusive thoughts to so emotional I cry. Then I get so angry, the. I hate those thoughts that follow those angry feelings too. Even tho he apologized. I just don't feel like anything got resolved, so now it's like a mind game whirlwind.

I'm so sorry you've went through this. My brother is my best friend and I couldn't imagine getting into a fight like this with him. Remember he loves you and where yea the names were called more than likely he didn't mean it and it was heat of the moment. I hope everything or at least something gets resolved for you soon. Hang in there. We have to do this together.

Yeah, most likely, but he was really mad. Never seen him that way I'll get over it. Just the OCD won't let it ride off. That's what i hate the most.

Oh yeah. This monster tends to hang around over everything. Big or small.