- Username
- hannah
- Date posted
- 827d ago
i’m like terrified that i’m gonna think about the intrusive thought and imagines being a boy and i’m gonna like it and then what do i do i don’t wanna be a boy i just want this to stop
I’m a gay male who is having gender identity ocd . I know who I am and what I value . Ocd laches itself on the more I feel like myself and does everything in its power to take my values .
It is really hard. I don’t know how to stop feeling like this because in my brain it’s saying that i must really want to be trans because why else would i have the intrusive thought.
@hannah I’m self aware that it’s ocd, however it is indeed hard to remind ourselves .
For long time I thgiht I was only one wit this type of ocd