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That’s definitely not the nicest thing to hear, I’d be in tears too. Your feelings are completely valid, that must be awful to hear, and you’re allowed to be upset because of it
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I’m literally crying 😭
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My eyes are red right now
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That’s messed up... that’s not something a friend should ever say and I seriously hate the fact that this person said that...
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How would you feel 😭😭😭
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@Peridottttt I would feel betrayed, and hurt...
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@POCD/RealEventOCD How hurt tho from 1-10
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@Peridottttt A solid 9
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Block that friend. Don’t ever speak to them again. Don’t respond. Literally act like she doesn’t exist.
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How would you feel please I don’t want to feel like I’m overreacting
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@Peridottttt I’d be pissed off and I would block them and never talk to them again
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@Bookworm91 What if she apologize
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@Peridottttt Doesn’t matter. That kind of viciousness isn’t something you can apologize for. That is actually how she feels about you and it wouldn’t be smart to ever be her friend agaib
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@Bookworm91 I’m usually very forgiving maybe she had a bad day and didn’t mean it
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@Bookworm91 But I do see your point across
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@Peridottttt Ok forgiving is good but not to the point where you have people like her in your life. Her bad day absolutely does not matter. She has no right to talk to you like that
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I would feel very hurt your feelings are 100% valid and I am so sorry they said that and you don’t deserve it please be kind to yourself remeber to take deep breaths and watch something happy to take your mind off things
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I’m already hurt because the hotline I just got off only gave me 5 mins to talk and left the chat
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@Peridottttt I’m so sorry I know it’s really tough right now but hang in there it’s going to be okay. It may be hard to reach somebody now due to the holidays but know that we are here for you. I would try the hotline again tomorrow maybe tomorrow will be easier. I hope you feel better
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@Bananaclip I tried many hotlines and last night that one was my last straw they should’ve checked up on me but they just ended the chat as if I was a budern, they didn’t even really help they were like “you can find some ways to cope like coloring” that doesn’t help the problem at all.
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I’m really sorry she said that to you. That’s so so awful. I believe you should forgive her no matter what. Forgiveness can be hard, but it’s the right thing to do and it’s not healthy to hold on to pain and anger. But that doesn’t mean you automatically have to trust that she won’t hurt you this way again.
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I’ve posted this under a comment before, but if anyone has the time to read it and maybe share their experience or tips with me, I would really appreciate it. This is just kind of the reason why Idk if I only have OCD or if I should get checked for BPD aswell as emotional dependency is (as far as I know) not a common symptom of OCD and neither are excessive changes in emotions/moods. I think the worst part my situation is that one of my biggest and most damaging if not destructive obsessions I developed earlier this year was this constant fear that my friend would lie to me about meeting up with a boy she liked (we are both girls and queer, she didn’t know that about me until recently, but I’ve known that she is and we both sort of crushed on each other). Not just lie, but do it behind my back, keep it a secret, and then maybe even end our friendship without saying anything. And the thing is... that basically happened. Two weeks ago she started acting strange one day out of nowhere, and then I found out (through another friend) that he was coming over to her place. We had already talked about this before, I had cried in front of her and confessed how much it hurt me. I know doing that probably wasn’t the healthiest thing, but my emotions completely overwhelmed me in that moment. And even though nothing physical happened between them, it still felt like a betrayal. I’m not saying it was cheating, obviously not, we’re not in a relationship and it is unfair of me to try and tell her who or not to date, but it still hurts. Especially as weeks ago, we already had a detailed conversation about this. She told me she didn’t actually like him that much, and that if they were going to meet again, she’d be honest with me about it. But instead of being honest that day, she said nothing. Worse, she suddenly stopped talking to me, which made me think I had done something wrong so I completely lost my mind. She knows I’m emotionally dependent on her to some extent, so when she goes cold or distant, I spiral. And that day, I saw them talking and going quiet as I walked by, and then she literally turned to walk into a different direction. I don’t know why but it just crushed me. I thought she was mad at me, and I just felt like I was being shut out and lied to. And as I’ve mentioned, later that day, after eight hours of crying, another friend told me what really happened. She even drove me to her place so we could talk. We did talk, but since then, we haven’t had any contact. And it’s driving me absolutely insane. She told me it would be “people-pleasing” if she didn’t try to date him. And I know she’s kind of right, but she still lied to me. She didn’t care if that meant that she would throw away our friendship, or at least she treated it like it was worth less than a potential (!) relationship with a guy who, as far as I know, didn’t even respond when she told him she had feelings for him. It’s honestly devastating. I feel betrayed, discarded, and totally lost and I know I can’t even logically be mad at her as the reason she didn’t tell me is obvious and as a good friend I should just be happy for her, but my emotional side is so much stronger than my logic.
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Hey, yesterday my ex told me something I did that hurt them. This was that I didnt respond in a supportive way when he came out to me. I genuinely had no idea he was coming out (I thought it was a flippant comment) and I was frustrated as we had been having issues with intimacy for months. He said it made him feel awful and it’s only since telling his friends that he has realised how painful my reaction was. I apologised as I do feel awful I made him feel that way but now I keep questioning my reality or perception of what happened. I also keep wanting to reach out to explain why I responded the way I did. Any tips for when you genuinely feel like a monster or did something so outside of your morals? I feel awful
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Basically, My best friends both remained close with my ex. Someone who completely broke me when we broke up. My friends know that. They remained friends with him, pretty close too. It’s always bothered me, even 3 years down the line because it’s something I would NEVER do to them. Ever. My best friend cancelled some plans we had, which was very unlike her. I asked why, she said she’s going on a walk with a friend. I was like fun! What friend? And she didn’t want to say, from that, I knew it was my ex. She then confirmed it to be my ex. It was clear I was annoyed. I’d had a shit day and that topped it off. She then cancelled the plan with him. I felt awful. I said no, just because I’m annoyed please don’t cancel. I said I’m not mad at you, I’m disappointed about the situation and the way things are. She was very understanding and said that she does not blame me for feeling upset about it. I asked her to please not cancel the plans because of me. She said she wanted to move it to another date anyways. Am I a bad friend for feeling annoyed/uncomfortable at the fact both of my best friends are close friends with my ex? It’s been 3 years and it still makes me SO uncomfortable.
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