Please someone help me I think its a fate that I remain single and alone forever. I hate that no one can see any quality on me and that I have no one to talk or chat and looks like I am worthless. So I thought, if no one loves me, I must accept the fact that I am lonely and typed in pormhub to watch something. Thing is I didnt felt aroused or excited or horny. I dont know, I am not feeling nothing. Idk what to do. I could sleep but I cant too. I am so broken. I dont want to feel alone anymore.

Just a reminder that you are and so worthy of love!

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There is a difference between being lonely and alone. If you’re alone, take it as a time to heal. You are the person you will be with FOREVER! (being alone can feel like an all time thing or never ending) Use this time you are alone and turn it into a time to reflect and try to be able to enjoy life. Being lonely is okay too. It happens even when you aren’t alone it is a common feeling with OCD. Especially if it feels like you try for everyone but it feels nobody tries for you. I have always put shame on myself for having no friends, but I heard a YouTuber explain that being alone can be positive. You should not date unless you can love yourself first! Being alone and lonely are fng horrible feelings. You do not need another person to be happy. If you spend all of the time you have alone worrying about being alone, it could be a cycle. Focus on yourself until you are ready to be out there!

I understand that, you most certainly aren’t alone and even if that’s something that is hard to believe I hope that one day you’ll be able to realize that no matter what you’re going through, you’re never alone. When we are feeling this way it’s normal to have a low sex drive. If you ever need to talk I’m here, and so is the NOCD community!!