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Not to mention just from how much her YouTube videos have helped me. I didn’t even have a session with her yet
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Is there anyway you could help me with the post I made? I noticed you have the same theme as I do and I need help. I posted it about a minute ago I was just scared of Home smiling and feeling weird and I don’t want to change
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** how I’m smiling
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You need know that it’s trying to get you to ruminate. That is the goal of this monster. If we smile then we smile. Watch Ali Greymond
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@NickD You don’t get it I feel like crying. I saw a funko of the new Batman and I kept focusing on cat woman and saying I like her and I don’t like her but I kept saying that and I just now send my head I love her tits and I don’t I don’t wanna be here anymore I’ve never felt like that before and he his funko was what got me happy initially and now I’m saying I know I don’t love her tits I don’t understand what’s going on I’m scared
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@Bookworm91 Please look up Ali Greymond on YouTube and you will understand. Reach out to a therapist or talk to somebody who you care about. It’s not easy but if you do the work you will get better! Try to be uncertain. Ocd wants certainty that’s not even possible!
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@Bookworm91 You’re not alone! We’re all dealing with this. These thoughts are a symptom of ocd!
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@NickD I was before! At least waaay more then this! This isn’t fair! So I looked the actress up and of course she’s one of those people that just likes to dress and naked basically and I just like what the fuck ever right? And I don’t know if this served as an ERP but I was like oh definitely don’t like her body parts and let’s face it other than size they are all the same and I’m like oh I guess I really don’t like it but now I’m sitting here crying and I can’t move. I’ve heard of her I’ve seen her on YouTube she seems nice Ali I mean why am I crying it when I didn’t like what I was looking at. Thank you for responding though only one other person is responding about it’s just I keep saying why didn’t I don’t want to like it and I didn’t like it but I feel weird looking at them like this is so not my thing and yet how do I go back to enjoying Batman because I don’t I think he’s fucking awesome the actor in the character and I am very interested in him so it’s like how do I get that back
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@NickD Sorry I wasn’t trying to interrupt. For whatever reason my app isn’t showing my notifications and there’s some kind of delay on my end at least
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@Bookworm91 Listen you need to know that it’s playing tricks on you! What you’re looking for is reassurance and this only powers up the thoughts and makes it worst! Just say maybe maybe not and try to pretend like it’s an annoying neighbor yelling random things at you. Detach yourself from the thoughts. Please look her up and the videos will help calm you down
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@Bookworm91 The worst thing is that it also takes away what you enjoy. I make faces like I don’t but I love my guys just I feel bad for saying especially now that he’s gotten in good shape that’s not the point I hate making a face I’ve loved his chest even when he was not in great shape but now I make faces over his chest like or like guy just in general like that and I keep make a face I don’t want fat deposits I don’t want women I want muscle and I can’t stop making a face I get it it’s not gross guys are not cross his chest is not gross Sorry my upstairs neighbors fucking psycho and kept me up till three in the morning and I only got like four hours of sleep
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Does anyone know a user on Instagram / “ocd advocate”? It’s a girl probably in her twenties, has her hair up, used to be Catholic and has a tattoo? She was on my Instagram page out here advocating for soocd while her biggest fear became true. I’m really not okay with that cause she triggered so many people. Pls let me know.
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My little sister is 13 we’ve taken her to a child psychologist and she was diagnosed with OCD and social anxiety and I believe germaphobia. The psychologist said that he can’t properly diagnose her with autism until her anxiety symptoms are treated. But I am very positive that she is also autistic as I am autistic and know the symptoms vary well. She was given a medication at a low dose, I don’t remember what kind, she had been taking it even tho she did not want to for a couple of months. It seemed to be helping her anxiety immensely but I believe she is scared of how the medication changes how she feels and she doesn’t like the taste. So they switched medications and that one was even worse because the taste was too strong she didn’t even try it for more than a day so there’s no way of knowing if that one was better for her or not. These are both liquid medications btw we used juice for her to drink it. Since then she hasn’t taken any medication and she has said that she doesn’t want to. We can’t force her to take the medication as that would obviously be counter productive. But since then her ocd and germaphobia have gotten progressively worse. On top of not wanting medication she doesn’t like the idea of using any coping skills like deep breaths or breathing exercises to calm down and doesn’t like the idea when I talk about ERP or therapy or any kind of treatment that could help. It seems all the ideas either make her uncomfortable or scare her. I fear somewhat that my own ocd compulsions have made her think that this is normal and doesn’t need treatment and I don’t know what to do to help understand that treatment and change isn’t scary. I also fear that I’m not approaching this right and my mom doesn’t understand ocd like I do so I feel like it falls on me to help her through this and help my mom understand what we need to do to help her. I’m sorry this is so long. thank you for reading this. She’s really struggling and it’s affecting my own mental health too and I don’t know what to do. If anyone has any tips or advice please that’s all I’m asking for.
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