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In hindsight I’ve had it my whole life, I just didn’t realize
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Feel you. After getting more and more subtypes of ocd i thought the same
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@Markus same! Now that I know I have it I’m like connecting all the dots
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@run99 Good that you connect the dots earlier than me. Im 10 years older and all my 20s it was hard to understand myself
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Early 20’s. Not sure when exactly but definitely early 20s
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Sometimes i ask myself "how was life before ocd?" Should be so free
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@Markus I ask myself that all the time.
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@Braday Feel you. Recently friends ask me about my objectives for 2022. All.of them.said some material things and financial bullshit. I answered "to full laugh out of my heart" (without ocd thoughts). Its such an easy wish for the rest but for ocd sufferers a.big thing i guess
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@Markus That’s a great point! 2022 started rough for me. As I’m scared of health issues I came up with covid today. My goal is to be thankful for everyone and everyday
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@Markus Ikr I’m a teen and it feels weird to be going through all these things plus OCD. My 2022 resolution is to stop comparing myself and just do me!!👍
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Treat now and as early as.possible. the brain still develops in your age in puberty. Maybe with help you can avoid to have it as an adult.later
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ever since I can remember, sadly!
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Its such a shit really. Feel you
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When I was 20. Weird how it came on
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Yes some.neurobiological reasons
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@Markus Yup. After I had some concussions/ drinking problems in college it suddenly came on. Now I’m scared of every sickness disease etc.. first day on this app
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Treat as soon as possible.if you would like hear my advise
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At 12 years and 364 days around 12:26, the day before my 13th birthday. I remember exactly when it started because that was the day when I started to exhibit and feel the distress, uncertainy, anxiety and rumination that is the hallmark of ocd. I would say that I’ve had obsessive behaviors even before that day since even as a child I would repeat words and phrase in my head over and over again for fear of forgetting them.
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Same like you. I remember need to go stairs up and down 10.times as a child or urge looking several times under my bed before stress relieves to be able to sleep. Then so ocd starts with puberty same like you
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@Markus I developed soocd when I was 20 and it’s been a complete nightmare. Hardest theme out there no doubt. Can’t imagine having it since puberty. I wish you all the best friend.
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@Anonym0us Except POCD. Sorry but I think POCD is THEE worst ocd. I have SOOCd so I agree it sucks
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@Anonym0us Same my friend.
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probably 9-10 years old
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Very mild till I was 38, then it hit me hard.
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Was there a reason? Stressful life situation
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38 now and I got hit hard as well.
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When I was 9/10?
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Probably around 8
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I was 7 or 8 I think. Started out classically. Lots of physical checking in secret after parents were in bed.
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I was y diagnosed until this year. I’m 41
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I had this checking as well same age. Like 5 times if under bed is fine etc. Do You think it showed already a tendency in ocd ?
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@Markus I would get out of bed to check locks and would have to make sure I didn’t make any noise in doing it. If the floor creaked I’d have to get back in bed and start it all over. I would pray compulsively. I’d have to pray the right way and if I messed up I’d have to start all over. It would go on for hours. I knew then it was abnormal but can you believe I didn’t see it as ocd until a few months ago, after I was diagnosed? It’s shocking to me now to realize now how long I’ve been sick with this. I am still discovering different ways it’s pervaded my life. What about you?
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@Markus And yes, I do think it was ocd.
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@Anonymous8809 I had the same. Needed to pray as well always the same way etc. Of course this time i did not get that it was ocd. No idea about sthg like.this that age
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Mine was when I was 12 I’m 14 now and still working to get rid of it👍👍
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Also I was diagnosed when I was 12 but I believe it started before that.
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Wish you the best
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I wonder if my mom had it. Definitely a lot of GAD in my family history.
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@Anonymous8809 My father has it for.sure i think so
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I see lots of people saying early 20s but that was a dormant period for me. There’s definitely a pattern I have see in reading about it here and elsewhere. Around ages 5-8 and then again around ages 12-15 and again around 20-25. I wonder if there is research into this?
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@Bunny1220 You could be right.
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looking back mines always kinda been around. the earliest i remember is 3rd grade.
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Before 6...diagnosed at 6
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Around age 10
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