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In hindsight I’ve had it my whole life, I just didn’t realize
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Feel you. After getting more and more subtypes of ocd i thought the same
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@Markus same! Now that I know I have it I’m like connecting all the dots
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@run99 Good that you connect the dots earlier than me. Im 10 years older and all my 20s it was hard to understand myself
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Early 20’s. Not sure when exactly but definitely early 20s
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Sometimes i ask myself "how was life before ocd?" Should be so free
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@Markus I ask myself that all the time.
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@Braday Feel you. Recently friends ask me about my objectives for 2022. All.of them.said some material things and financial bullshit. I answered "to full laugh out of my heart" (without ocd thoughts). Its such an easy wish for the rest but for ocd sufferers a.big thing i guess
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@Markus That’s a great point! 2022 started rough for me. As I’m scared of health issues I came up with covid today. My goal is to be thankful for everyone and everyday
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@Markus Ikr I’m a teen and it feels weird to be going through all these things plus OCD. My 2022 resolution is to stop comparing myself and just do me!!👍
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Treat now and as early as.possible. the brain still develops in your age in puberty. Maybe with help you can avoid to have it as an adult.later
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ever since I can remember, sadly!
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Its such a shit really. Feel you
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When I was 20. Weird how it came on
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Yes some.neurobiological reasons
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@Markus Yup. After I had some concussions/ drinking problems in college it suddenly came on. Now I’m scared of every sickness disease etc.. first day on this app
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Treat as soon as possible.if you would like hear my advise
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At 12 years and 364 days around 12:26, the day before my 13th birthday. I remember exactly when it started because that was the day when I started to exhibit and feel the distress, uncertainy, anxiety and rumination that is the hallmark of ocd. I would say that I’ve had obsessive behaviors even before that day since even as a child I would repeat words and phrase in my head over and over again for fear of forgetting them.
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Same like you. I remember need to go stairs up and down 10.times as a child or urge looking several times under my bed before stress relieves to be able to sleep. Then so ocd starts with puberty same like you
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@Markus I developed soocd when I was 20 and it’s been a complete nightmare. Hardest theme out there no doubt. Can’t imagine having it since puberty. I wish you all the best friend.
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@Anonym0us Except POCD. Sorry but I think POCD is THEE worst ocd. I have SOOCd so I agree it sucks
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@Anonym0us Same my friend.
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probably 9-10 years old
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Very mild till I was 38, then it hit me hard.
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Was there a reason? Stressful life situation
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38 now and I got hit hard as well.
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When I was 9/10?
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Probably around 8
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I was 7 or 8 I think. Started out classically. Lots of physical checking in secret after parents were in bed.
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I was y diagnosed until this year. I’m 41
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I had this checking as well same age. Like 5 times if under bed is fine etc. Do You think it showed already a tendency in ocd ?
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@Markus I would get out of bed to check locks and would have to make sure I didn’t make any noise in doing it. If the floor creaked I’d have to get back in bed and start it all over. I would pray compulsively. I’d have to pray the right way and if I messed up I’d have to start all over. It would go on for hours. I knew then it was abnormal but can you believe I didn’t see it as ocd until a few months ago, after I was diagnosed? It’s shocking to me now to realize now how long I’ve been sick with this. I am still discovering different ways it’s pervaded my life. What about you?
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@Markus And yes, I do think it was ocd.
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@Anonymous8809 I had the same. Needed to pray as well always the same way etc. Of course this time i did not get that it was ocd. No idea about sthg like.this that age
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Mine was when I was 12 I’m 14 now and still working to get rid of it👍👍
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Also I was diagnosed when I was 12 but I believe it started before that.
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Wish you the best
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I wonder if my mom had it. Definitely a lot of GAD in my family history.
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@Anonymous8809 My father has it for.sure i think so
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I see lots of people saying early 20s but that was a dormant period for me. There’s definitely a pattern I have see in reading about it here and elsewhere. Around ages 5-8 and then again around ages 12-15 and again around 20-25. I wonder if there is research into this?
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@Bunny1220 You could be right.
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looking back mines always kinda been around. the earliest i remember is 3rd grade.
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Before 6...diagnosed at 6
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Around age 10
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I’m a 20 yr old female, I think I’ve always had ocd but the symptoms didn’t become apparent to me until I was about 17. I feel like that’s where life went downhill for me. OCD attacks everything that is important to me, my sexuality, my morals, even my health. Sometimes I wish I could be a kid again and not have this vicious disease in my head constantly bullying me. But I know I will overcome it one day.
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Last year during April I started to experience groinal responses when I looked at kids. I was terrified of what it could mean and decided to attempt two weeks later. The very next day I had those responses I decided to attempt. I didn’t really have the courage to do so at that time but I started experiencing images about disturbing things done to kids and as days went by it got worse. April 16 was the last straw and I couldn’t take it anymore. I ended up in a mental hospital but before I ended up there I had searched up what I was experiencing. That’s when I started to understand that it was OCD. I felt relieved for a few moments until I felt the urge to get more information. I saw lots and lots of things and many comments saying that it wasn’t normal and that people who went through this were disgusting people who shouldn’t be allowed to roam free. That’s when my anxiety and fear became worse and I tried to get rid of it but nothing worked. I shook the entire time I was awake, I didn’t have motivation for anything anymore, I just felt so disgusting. In the end, I’m so glad I ended up in that mental hospital or else I wouldn’t be here with my friends and family. Thank you for reading my story, I’m so glad that I’m not alone
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So basically I didn’t know till my hocd started. But looking back at my life I had ocd since I was a kid. Like 6-7 years old. First time happening I remember that when I was doing stuff many times I had to say something like a little poem in my head to stop it. Then I had this thing were if I felt my left foot touch the floor 5 times I had to do the touch the floor with my right foot too. Then I had something I guess contamination??? Basically after washing my hands I had a sensation on my hand like I could still “feel” the germs and I had to wash them again. Then I started having thoughts of my family members getting hurt. I had intrusive thoughts about me hurting my dog. Then I had this obsession that a guy who used to be in my school is looking for me to beat me up. And how it’s this obsession about my sexuality even tho I never doubted or questioned it before. Is that possible??? Like can you be born with it? I’m pretty sure both my parents have it too. At least at some level. Take my father for example he had an obsession that he was going to die the moment he turned 30.
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