I want to apologize for my last post I honestly didn’t know and I feel horrible. I really meant no harm I promise. I have been told to say that over calling someone the other. I apologize

Honestly not so great. Today was my first day back at work since I tested positive from Covid and it was filled with so much drama. I explained it in a post just venting and I unfortunately didn’t realize that what I was explaining with the situation could be considered racist or wrong and I really didn’t even know or think about it I’m not one to be racist I never have been it was a misunderstanding but I feel horrible about it and just about life in general. Pocd is bothering me with intrusive thoughts. Thoughts I would never want to be true or never want to be real and they scare me so much. I just feel so defeated and it’s funny this morning I was actually in a really good mood and mindset first time in a long time and I got setback and dragged down again and it just frustrates me because I keep asking myself what did I ever do to deserve all this pain. I get it’s a test but I feel like I’m failing tremendously. It hurts. But I appreciate you checking up on me 🙏🏻

@Just Breathe ❤️ So glad you’re back at work and that you’re doing well again ! That’s always something to be encouraged about ! Good for you and Glory to God ! Do you want to share what you posted ?

@Junior96! I deleted the post because I don’t want anyone to ever think I’m racist because I really to the bottom of my heart never meant it to be that way. I don’t really want to go into detail but I honest to God had no idea and I will never do it again. I’ve learned

@Just Breathe ❤️ Okay I completely understand. I’m glad you’re taking accountability and informing that you didn’t have any bad intentions .

@Junior96! I definitely didn’t

@Just Breathe ❤️ I understand. I’m actually black . My mom is mixed but my dad is black . I don’t discriminate. We are all human beings worthy of our Lord and savior ! Jesus died for us all and loves us all . Not one race is greater than the other . I believe every race shows the love of God and the uniqueness in His creation . You are loved and I am loved . God knows your heart . Don’t fret

@Junior96! I have a half sister that’s mixed. I have friends that are black that I absolutely love to death. I’m not racist at all and I agree with you 100%. No race is greater than the other. We are all the same in Gods eyes. We are all brothers and sisters in Christ. Family. I just poorly explained a situation and I know it’s wrong now and I know better and have learned from it to never ever do it again. I worry now what if I say the wrong thing and don’t even realize it. I don’t have any bad intentions I can promise that from the bottom of my heart

@Just Breathe ❤️ We all mess up my friend ! It’s okay . It’s life . It won’t be the first or the last . You have to let it go . You know it wasn’t your intention. You’ve apologized so what more can you do . Don’t condemn yourself . You don’t have to prove yourself . It’s okay don’t worry !