I can’t put a shirt on in any room but my bedroom or I feel like a psychopath. I have to put on three different shirts of the same things just to feel “right”. I can’t wear clothes that have logos or anything on them or I will act out and I won’t be myself. I turn the sink knob to a certain point in one go or I have to do it again until I get it. And every time I tap the faucet five times over and over again. I have to wash my hands every so often so my brain will go back to its normal state and right “color”. It makes sense to me. I have to stay in the shower until the water gets cold, no matter how long it takes or else I feel disgusting in every possible way. These are only some of the things I deal with daily. But this is me and I will continue to live.