Does anybody else here have suicidal OCD? It is so scary and frustrating to me because I’ve never been suicidal in my life, but lately I’ve been feeling depressed and it just scares me cause I’m like well what if these obsessions are turning into real thoughts and feelings? I just hate this so much and my love goes out to anyone dealing with this or any kind of OCD because it is pure hell.

Yes I do! It’s one of the main themes I struggle with. It leads you to second guess every thought, feeling especially when it’s “negative”. But we can experience the range of human emotion and not be suicidal. It’s that our brains are on high alert trying to protect ourselves from that possibility. It’s a false alarm and the more you go on to live your life and do what you value the less important they become