woodland
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107d ago
Ive never been one to trust many people so its nothing necessarily new to me but not trusting myself is something Ive never experienced and it sucks. Especially because Im a mom.
I am not sure if it is OCD but I am afraid around people - including potential love partners. Some professions and also people we love have power over us and if they are no good people they can and might ruin us. Sadly as a result I protect myself constantly and never feel safe.