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I feel like you! (I have Gender identity OCD) It is this feeling of: “if I don’t do it I will never be happy” and everytime I want to embrace recovery this thought and feeling of being in denial is super strong. I also have these urges to cut my hair short, have a mastectomy etc. and I don’t know whether it’s OCD or whether it’s reality that I don’t want to accept 😓

Hello, I wanted to make sure how you are doing? :)