Picked up my medication that was prescribed by my doctor for my anxiety. This is the second time this month I’ve picked up meds. First time was Prozac and hydroxyzine but after talking to my Dr she though lexapro would be better for my symptoms. I’ve tried NONE of them. Fear of side effects, fear of increased anxiety? Has kept me from even starting. But I’m noticing that even on days that I don’t have any anxiety or panic, it’s still kind of lurking under the surface waiting to poke it’s head out, or I am anticipating it. Or maybe I’ll wake up with “nervousness” that lingers throughout the day. That’s no way to live. I want to get past my fear and take the medication but just don’t know how. I was prescribed 5mg lexapro and Dr told me I could cut it in half and start there. I thought maybe I could even cut that in half and really begin super slowly just to get my system accustomed to it and maybe prevent or minimize side effects. Has anyone had any luck doing the same with the same dosage? I always feel like I’m looking over my shoulder for the anxiety. I get nervous of something happening because I’m alone (which adds to my fear).

6 months ago I had a severe panic attack and it’s changed my life. Scared of 99% of foods, can’t take meds out of fear, been hospitalized a few times cause of blood sugar drops and other health scares due to poor eating. I’m constantly scanning my body finding any little thing that’s uncomfortable and then fixate and panic over the smallest things. Whether be a smell I’m unfamiliar with, a weird sensation in my arm literally anything freaks me out….. who has had success with exposure or has dealt with similar issues. I feel like I’m unintentionally slowly killing myself but I’m too scared for meds and therapy doesn’t seem to make much of a dent right now. Please share some success stories I need hope.

So i have an appointment with a doctor in 2 days, but im terrified of taking medication for anxiety, i tried it twice at 15 and would immediately stop taking them after a week or 2 because I was so scared of the side effects, then I tried fluoxetine at 18 and it gave me such bad anxiety with even the first 2 pills that I stopped that as well, now I'm 25 and im willing to try again and stick to it but my mind keeps bringing up all the reasons why I shouldn't and that it could make me worse, make me manic, make me numb, change me etc. Any help or advice welcome

Hi everyone, I’m 23 and have been on Zoloft since I was 16. For the past couple months I’ve been having panic attacks more and I’m sick of feeling like a zombie everyday. My boyfriend said I’m very sad and unhappy then when I first met him 2 years ago…. He thinks it’s the medicine. Throughout the years I have upped and lowered my medication, but now, I feel as though it’s not helping. Either it was too much where I didn’t feel emotions at all like very scary stuff or it wasn’t enough to help me. I was given 5mg of Lexapro to try…. I’m scared to take it. All I know is how Zoloft is. I don’t want to go crazy on it, be allergic to it, etc. I feel like I’m going to trip myself out when I take it and not actually feel the difference. I could really use some positive feedback I really just want to be a normal human😭