Ocd is going to make you doubt everything, its like ocd is trying to make you feel like that, what i do is twll myself “maybe i like the thoughts, maybe i do want to act on them” not because i really like them or anything but because that kind of tricks the ocd, i hope you get better:)))
Agree with above. Ocd is a beast. It plants seeds of doubt where there really is none. I used to have those thoughts too. The fact that you are distressed about it means you are a good person.
i keep remebering past memories where i had intrusive thoughts and i think "what if i actually liked these thoughts and i acted on them?"
Literally same, its the worst like my brain would repeat past memories where i had inteusive thought and urges and starts telling me like maybe i was about to act on them, so maybe i liked them? But remember thats exactly what ocd does, makes you question every single thing