I've been having obsessions about having cancer. Breast cancer specifically because I get cysts and lumps in my breast due to PCOS and some other hormonal imbalance issues. While I know this is causing me a great deal of distress, I never know when and if a time could be appropriate to go to a doctor without engaging in it as a compulsion. Except, I'm not sure if it matters either way because I've been checking my breast all day long for lumps and squeezing causing pain as well as reassurance seeking through stupid Google. When is the right time to even go to a doctor for a real concern? Ugh. No matter what I do, it seems like it's a compulsion..