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I don't trust anymore psych meds at least for me I think my ocd was induced from sleeping pills as a night nurse after stopping zopiclone I ve found a hell I never knew exist dark thoughts anxiety to the roof depression so severe and dark than they prescribed antidepressants that gave me acatisia the hell indeed with queitapine almost my heart gone into a heart attack so I m just taking one day at the time praying eating well doing meditation going for long walks listen to music certainly my life will never be the same as this illness took me so much scared me so deeply that I m living a horror as it touched harm and I m the most silly nurse gave my life to others for years and now having thinghts of harm family my kids my love I ve lost my job my family but is not the same as before my love I m just alone and yeah I wish I could die than live this pain or give this pain onto others that doesn t know where the old me is gone for me the infection from covid brought all this and is now 2 years feel a bit better some days but if tired or stressed is a nightmare I don't know if will ever end if I will ever be happy again with a normal life enjoying my kids again...
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Thanks! Yeah, I’ve never tried vaping!
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