Every action that I do or every word that I say I think it's illegal(Even though I know that's not) or God becomes angry with me... This kind of thinking caused me to prefer not being around other people and I'm always alone😭

Wow! Im living EXACTLY the same, by the way are you muslim?

Even though I "THINK" something awful will happen, Yes I'm Muslim

Trust me please give faith and fighting chance Trust Allah he knows what we are going and every second we're going through it is Ibadah ( worship )