this is a long story but basically we had some crazy neighbors calling the cops on us for stepping on or dropping basketballs onto their lawn, and eventually installing cameras that recorded us on our own property. they were obsessed. we eventually went to court with them over our basketball hoop (we lived there first) being 1/4 an inch over their property line, so they sued us. these were the meanest and most nastiest people i’ve ever met. one day, while my 12 year old brother and his friend were playing basketball, the dad living there at the time came outside and cussed them out, and allegedly said some racist things to my brothers friend, who was black. in a moment of anger that day, at 17 years old, i flipped of the camera and told them to kill themselves. i can’t believe i said that, and now i’m convinced i’m going to go to jail, even though it’s been two years and they’ve since moved away. i’m obsessing over this fact and need some help, but the situation needed some context first. plz help me, is this ocd or do i deserve to feel guilty?