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Doesn’t help when Dr. Google then tells you “OCD and (insert another disorder here, not named anxiety/depression) can be co-morbid”
@J6 Would you know how exactly BPD and OCD coexist? To me OCD is overthinking and BPD is less thinking and more impulsive and yet I’ve read there’s overlap between the two.
@J6 Very interesting, I didn’t know about the non-impulsive side of BPD. Forgive me if I sound insensitive when I say what I’m about to say, but this past week someone had mentioned bipolar to me and I currently have harm related obsessions. So I did compulsions and found out that a lot more people who commit crimes can be bipolar, so sadly my thoughts connected the two together and made me think I’m even more capable of committing my intrusive harm thoughts if I also have bpd because I could lose control and do something awful, when I’ve never once wanted to hurt someone before (unless I was threatened). So that’s interesting though, maybe you’re right in the sense that people with BPD and OCD aren’t impulsive people personality wise, but maybe more so with just compulsions, but that doesn’t mean they’d be impulsive with their obsessions/fears.
@J6 Ah okay, forgive me also, I totally forgot about borderline personality disorder as well. I actually have not researched that at all (and at this point I don’t want to for my own sake lol). Now, when you say not knowing how to regulate emotions, how does that differ from someone just going through anxiety/depression & having a poor self image versus straight up borderline personality disorder? Because like, I’ve been told idk how to regulate my emotions, say, when I’ve been hurt in relationships with people or have just generally had my feelings hurt. However, I’ve never had BPD brought up around me. I’d be interested in hearing your take!
@J6 So, when I’ve been hurt like in relationships, I’ve wondered what is wrong with me and will ask them for a reason, rather than just accepting it as a bad match. It’s hard for me to express verbal intimacy to my family, but it’s more so because it was lacking from my parents growing up, so that’s why it’s hard for us to say it around each other. However, I’m comfortable with expressing it to others outside my immediate family. And in saying that, I don’t mind expressing my thoughts to my parents, despite what I said about the inability to show verbal intimacy. Despite that, I’m generally an open book to showing my hurt feelings to others and displaying what’s on my mind. The only time my feelings seem unregulated is when I’m hurt and I take it real personal, thinking that it’s always my fault and such. But I’ve realized that’s faulty thinking and I’m trying to now find a way to let go of that thinking. Besides when my feelings get hurt, I generally don’t think my emotions are unregulated.
particularly with schizophrenia and borderline
Omg tell me about it - especially schizophrenia, paranoia, psychosis
yes its terrifying
So basically I didn’t know till my hocd started. But looking back at my life I had ocd since I was a kid. Like 6-7 years old. First time happening I remember that when I was doing stuff many times I had to say something like a little poem in my head to stop it. Then I had this thing were if I felt my left foot touch the floor 5 times I had to do the touch the floor with my right foot too. Then I had something I guess contamination??? Basically after washing my hands I had a sensation on my hand like I could still “feel” the germs and I had to wash them again. Then I started having thoughts of my family members getting hurt. I had intrusive thoughts about me hurting my dog. Then I had this obsession that a guy who used to be in my school is looking for me to beat me up. And how it’s this obsession about my sexuality even tho I never doubted or questioned it before. Is that possible??? Like can you be born with it? I’m pretty sure both my parents have it too. At least at some level. Take my father for example he had an obsession that he was going to die the moment he turned 30.
i have been diagnosed with OCD & generalized anxiety disorder. for some reason, i’ve been very hyper aware of everything. like the way i talk, the way i see the world, how certain things sound/look/feel, and it’s very distressing. i feel like the hyper awareness makes me afraid of things? like for some reason, my mind attached to cartoons, and i was hyperfocusing on it, and got extremely scared, like scared of the cartoon for no reason? i’ve done this a lot, and i get scared i have psychosis or schizophrenia, or something that makes you afraid of things for no unknown reason. i feel so scared that this is my new normal…. im heartbroken. so many what if’s. did i just ruin my own life?? 💔
can i get OCD from GAD dad???
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