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Hey Solaris I’m so sorry you are feeling like this, you aren’t alone I know it doesn’t help but you aren’t
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No I am
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Thank you
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I feel the same way. I wonder which one of us would win that title 🤷🏼♀️ I bet we would switch with each other very easily if we had the chance just like so many wish they could do with different subtypes. It’s so tough right now to keep going!
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I don't believe you ! Pretty sure we have serious pretenders for the title out there 😆 But seriously, we don't need to prove this thought wrong. Just ask yourself : is this thought helping me living my life the way I want ? Here, the answer is pretty obvious. Take care and have some compassion for yourself 😘
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Thank you 😊
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