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Do not give up hope, Paola! You deserve hope and happiness. Keep fighting. One day soon it will change for the better and you will be so happy you kept going. You can do this! Believe that you can. God bless you.
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thank youš
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I think accepting that it won't get better might actually help you feel better. Google positive nihilism...
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Is this the same thing as optimistic nihilism and sunny nihilism?
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@Paola2 Sounds right!
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I can share your pain Sending you š
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