Forgive me for the negativity, but sometimes I just wanted to accept that things aren't going to get better for me. But instead I always have a glimmer of hope that tomorrow won't be so terrible, that at some point I'll have friends who understand me, that I'll be happy. But every day I wake up and the pain is the same, nothing changes, and having the expectation that it will change is too painful.

Do not give up hope, Paola! You deserve hope and happiness. Keep fighting. One day soon it will change for the better and you will be so happy you kept going. You can do this! Believe that you can. God bless you.

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I can share your pain Sending you 💚

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I think accepting that it won't get better might actually help you feel better. Google positive nihilism...

Is this the same thing as optimistic nihilism and sunny nihilism?