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ugh yea it’s so annoying! like i just wanna enjoy the things i used to again. tv shows/movies are hard for me. i’m pretty much putting myself through exposure therapy every time i turn on the tv lol 😂 but it’s starting to work!! i am hella triggered by blood/gore and i literally have binged most of the legends of vox machina animated series today (which is massively gruesome) with improved reactions. count the little wins!! i promise you’ll be back to enjoying pocky again—the oreo flavor is my fav!!
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- OCD Conqueror
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That's great!!
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Super happy for you! It’s kinda funny that we’re supposed to distract ourselves with something we love but when after that we can’t do that thing again because it’ll cause the complete opposite reaction😂. Also yes the Oreo ones are so bomb but I can’t find them where I live so I had to settle for matcha haha!
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It’s like “watch as many episodes as you can because after this you won’t be able to watch them ever again!”😭
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@Maryam0421 thank you!! and yep LOL it’s like waking up in the morning and thinking “ok babes what’s gonna trigger us today 😬” lol i swear man. ocd can you just let me have this 😂
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@Maryam0421 yeah like ocd almost took away my favorite show i was like ABSOLUTELY NOT lol
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@kittea SAME. I think I’d rather enjoy my shows when I’m feeling good so their not ruined and just like drink water when I’m feeling bad, that’s assuming that water won’t become a trigger lol
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@Maryam0421 fair!! center yourself when you feel icky—find things that no matter what WILL be comforting to you. OR shock your system out of it! dunking your head in an ice cold bowl of water is a fantastic way to force your body to reset. you can also do the method of counting five things you can see, four you can hear, three you can touch, etc. i also find that turning your compulsion into something positive actually super helps… if that makes any sense lol. like turn ocd on its head in a way. like “if i give this bad thought diligence, then it’s just gonna become worse. so I’m going to go for a run” like make going for a run a compulsion. or hugging someone. or cuddling with a pet. of course you don’t want to do this forever because it can still foster the cycle of thought + compulsion but it’s a great way to break the routine
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@kittea Oo I see what you mean. So literally make a new compulsion that’s healthy. Ok, maybe not a compulsion since those are meant to be avoided but kind of like a breathing exercise. What would you call those things that are calming but not compulsions which are harming in the long run? Coping mechanisms?
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@Maryam0421 yes exactly!!
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@kittea How did you get past that? Because it’s currently happening to me right now with my favorite show anytime I see anything of it.
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@Subaru it’s actually been helpful to me to watch my favorite shows with other people around! that way i have to sorta exposure therapy myself thru it because i don’t wanna inconvenience anyone by pausing or going back (one of my compulsions) or something
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
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- 3y
Before I knew what I had I used to love horror movies. I was unable to watch them after awhile and now I know why. I'm not over that one yet and that's probably the last one. I have cOCD and that's the first one I'm dealing with. Then issues when I'm texting people (not sure what theme that would be) . The one I realized I might have had was hOCD early on.
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It's music for me. I can't listen to or make music myself anymore without feeling extremely anxious and getting intrusive thoughts...
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That’s got to be tough! I have certain songs I should avoid, and sometimes music in general grts me too ‘in my head’ (especially when I am driving for some reason?) I’m sorry to hear you can’t make music anymore, that must feel awful 😞 - I hope you come through these feelings and feel better soon ❤️
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@SLou1128 Thank you ❤️ I hope music can be enjoyable for you again as well
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