After having my first onset of OCD all of my childhood trauma has been eating me alive. Within one month I struggled with harm ocd, real event ocd, intrusive thoughts, gruesome & intrusive images. I guess this could be considered “pure o” because I don’t really have any compulsions. I’ve never told anyone this, simply because it really never bothered me before the onset of my ocd. When I was a child probably around 6-8 years old, an old friend (I no longer speak to her and haven’t since we were that age) told me to do a sexual act with a dog (this act did not hurt the dog in any way). As a child, I didn’t know that this was a wrong thing to do, simply because I didn’t know what this act was, or that it was “sexual”. I’m not going to get into details but I did this as a child because I didn’t know any better. As an adult, these thoughts are now eating me alive. I feel sick to my stomach with disgust from something I did when I was a literal child. (I do not have ocd in regards to doing anything sexual to animals in my adult life) I know that others have probably never experienced anything like this before so I’m not looking for reassurance, I just felt like I NEEDED to share it and I am wondering if people have tips on how to get through something that you did in your childhood.