Incest OCD dream

Please. Someone. Help. So in general I'm disgusted by incest. But there's also this little part of me that wasn't want to do it myself but like of I hear about two cousins falling in love there's a little part of me that's like 'I don't really care, they aren't hurting anyone right? They just shouldn't have kids and this is going to be really fucking complicated when they break up.' and like I'm not attracted to any family members, when I see stepsiblings porn I'm immediately turned off and shit, and the idea of having sex with a family member just feels very gross. But then last night I had this dream where there were two celebrity dudes I find attractive and like in my mind was like one is a sibling the other is a boyfriend, and then my mind was like no yk what now one of the persons is both or something? And idk all I remember is that I was attracted to the dudes and in my mind I had sex with them and it really turned me on, and then it felt like that thought turned me on even more. And like I've find myself pretending it more, but then in a different way when I'm awake where I pretend I'm the sister of like a famous artist but not in a way where we are romantically together because in real life that grosses me out. But then because they aren't my actual siblings Im also still attracted to them. Idk how to explain this because I know it sounds weird. The thing is, I don't even have siblings and if I did I would never do such a thing as commit incest. But this dream really scared me like what if I am attracted to the idea of fucking a sibling?? But the idea disgusts me, so could it only be that I fantasise of those celebs being an older brother or something? But then I always imagine it isn't romantically because that's gross. But in my dream I for some reason didn't care and listened to that thought and got really turned on. But maybe some factors for that is that incest OCD is my biggest fear at the moment and I'm on my period so weird sex dreams occur a lot. Can somebody help me out?????

YaBoio

Date posted: 3y

I don’t know what to say besides I am in the same boat. This is my ocd theme and I am getting professional therapy here to help me out. I have had many incest dreams that’s scared me so much I would wake up trembling and crying my eyes out. Couldn’t even tell my family due to it being about them and there’s so much shame with it. i truly do understand how hard this is but people have recovered from this theme which is the greats amount of hope I could receive while it’s been 4 years of hell with this ocd theme for me. Therapy is the way to go I will never sleep on help again and neither should you. 💜

m00se

Date posted: 3y

I've had this theme in the past and it subsided bc other themes are stronger and probably bc I haven't done ERP. No reassurance to you. Just speaking from my dream experience. I've had similar dreams and realized that maybe I was attracted individually to the celebrities and the thought of them being related was my OCD trying to catch me in my dream and maybe not.

issphra 🫶🏻

Date posted: 24w

Does anyone ever feel like they like a thought?

I have been struggling today, most likely due to lack of sleep. I had a thought that I would consider intrusive, but what really unsettled me was that I felt like I liked it, **not just in the sense that I lacked anxiety over it, but that I genuinely felt like I wanted it.** It left me feeling really confused. It happened during intimacy, which makes it even more unsettling. The thought was incestuous, I found myself imagining and comparing the moment with my boyfriend to my father :/, and what really alarms me is that I felt like I wanted it there, both mentally and physically. I was having a really nice time, so maybe the physical sensations got mixed in somehow, but it still worries me. I did my best not to ruminate in the moment and avoided checking. I tried to move on, but the feeling of genuinely liking the thought was so clear that it is hard to shake off. Has anyone else experienced something similar? This is one of the first times it has ever happened to this extent.

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 20w

Incest dream and the feeling when I'm awake

last night I had a dream related to incest, and the feeling when I woke up that I liked it and I replayed it in my brain and it seemed like that every time. like it turns me on and I have a groin. I don't know how to help myself...

sanshine

Date posted: 17w

I'm scared....

𝕊𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕪 𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥 😞𝕋𝕎𝕋𝕎𝕋𝕎 ℙ𝕃𝔼𝔸𝕊𝔼 𝔻𝕆ℕ'𝕋 ℝ𝔼𝔸𝔻 𝕀𝔽 𝔼𝔸𝕊𝕀𝕃𝕐 𝔻𝕀𝕊𝕋𝕌ℝ𝔹𝔼𝔻 𝔹𝕐 𝕋ℍ𝔼𝕄𝔼𝕊 𝕎𝕀𝕋ℍ 𝕂𝕀𝔻𝕊 hi everyone, I am really struggling with something disturbing and I'm so afraid I'm a PDF. So my sis came to visit with my nephew for the first time. So the other day we were taking pics with the baby I was already feeling kinda nervous cuz I never held a baby before. Anyway it was my turn and I like I wonder if this would sexually stimulate him( not exactly the thought but the of thought was more graphic and I don't wanna disturb anyone). And I can't remember if I thought that while I was bumping him on my stomach (like how people bump babies on their hips) or before I started doing so. Anyways I can't really remember what my reaction to that thought was or if I started bumping him before or after I had that thought... So I tried not to think much of it but over time I started to spiral really bad and wonder why I thought that and why then I would bump him on my stomach after having that thought or during. I just feel so disgusted. Like was I curious about it? Did I disregard the thought because my brain thinks disturbing things? Ik right now away from that situation that ofc I have no sexual interest in my nephew at all. I played with him and helped changed diaper and everything and never had the urge to do anything inappropriate to him besides that one weird instance. So like I'm so disturbed like did that mean something? I have P OCD but that didn't really feel like an intrusive thought? I also can be very impulsive, and if it was impulsive does that mean I had a desire? Now I'm terrified of having kids even though I wanted some or to foster some. I mean I know but myself I'm not sexually attracted to kids but then why would I think that I am so disturbed really and feel so sick. 😞😞😞😞 I don't know what to do I'm so scared about what my motivation was I feel so bad and scared😞😞😞😞

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