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Hey I’m a ruminating red head too! Actually I’m recovery now 🙃 I would say 75% of my recovery was getting on the right medicine. I have never had any side effects with meds. And I have never heard of anyone “ snapping“ On meds. If you have any negative side effects your doctor can have you wean off the medicine. This sounds like an intrusive thought and I would just do some by practicing excepting it as a possibility even though it’s extremely unlikely. I’m on 40mg of Prozac for reference.
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You’re entirely right, it is an intrusive thought, I just can’t help but fear it. Your response was helpful. Thank you!
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I felt the same way because of my harm ocd. I believed that the medicine would make me do something I didn’t want to do. My doc told me they can’t do that and if you reading something about it that there is more to the story. He also told me there are some websites out there that all they try to do is disapprove psychiatry. I finally got the courage and so far so good. Been on Lexapro a week. Was on Zoloft before but didn’t like the side effects.
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I’m sitting here, looking at the meds. Wanting to take them, but also scared I’m going to act out when it’s just me and my mother in law her. Thanks for your post. There are so many people on them without such reactions. Why do I think I’ll be the rare case?
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@ruminating_redhead I totally understand I felt the same way. I finally got to a place where I was like I have to do this for my family if not for myself.
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@ruminating_redhead Because you have OCD!
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So your worst fear actually happened to me and I'm here to tell you....I got through it! *TW* I was given Paxil. The first week, my anxiety got worse but I was told that might be normal at first. By the second week, I wasn't sleeping, didn't need sleep, wasn't eating, uncontrollable muscle twitches, was dizzy, hyped up, totally manic. I lost 11 lbs that second week. It was literally what I was afraid of happening, and it happened. BUT...I tell you all this because I want you to know that within a couple weeks, I was fine! The reality is, the odds of this happening to you are so slim. (I have a genetic defect that caused my reaction, which we found out later). BUT IF it were to happen, you WILL get through it. If you truly feel like you absolutely need to try meds, don't let your anxiety keep you from it. You won't go from normal one day to manic the next, IF it were to happen, it would take time, and you could simply confer with your doctor and cease the med.
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Did you continue on with the medication or did you discontinue it and start a different one? This is what I keep trying to tell myself, if something like that happens, I will get through it. Did you have to go to the ER? Or did you just stop taking it?? My big fear really is having paranoia and acting out on any delusions I may have if I start taking them
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@ruminating_redhead I immediately stopped taking the medication as soon as my muscles started twitching. I think prior to that, my doctor just thought it was my OCD (my obsession is symptoms unfortunately). I didn't have to go to the ER. It was mild serotonin syndrome, so I would've had to if I had kept taking it. But don't let that scare you...the reality is, if you were, on the rare chance, to begin feeling those symptoms, you would also know something was wrong. Also, start low and work your way up. That way if you do have any side effects, they'll be mild and you can assess how you feel about them.
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@ruminating_redhead Oh, and I'm not currently on any meds. My doctor wants me to take Lexapro and l-methylfolate vitamin b9(for genetic mutation) and I've started only with the l-methylfolate so far. Of course, it's giving me side effects, so I haven't started the med yet until I work this one out.
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So you have a condition that makes you prone to seretonin syndrome and that’s what happened? I just hear people say how bad the side effects are.. I don’t want to just keep taking them thinking extreme side effects are normal lol
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It's a genetic variant that makes me metabolize Paxil and a couple other drugs insufficiently so it builds up in my system. According to the test, I should be able to normally process other SSRIs fine, though I haven't tried yet. I keep bouncing back and forth between not wanting to try and wanting to lol
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The test is pharmacogenetic testing, I got mine done through Genesight if it's something you want to ask your doc for. Might give you some peace of mind.
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What were some motivational words you said to yourself to keep you trying. I feel like I’ll have all the initial side effects under a microscope
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Oh I completely agree that my ocd is at an all time high as my obsessions with the meds are changing each day and I fixate. So you would say you’re feeling better on them? Biggest fears for me: phsychosis, induced mania, insomnia that doesn’t go away
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Prior to starting meds I had intrusive thoughts but not to this degreee! I’ve also just started my period? My doctor basically said to suck it up or up the dose which I’m not overly keen on! Of course my over thinking brain keeps saying but if you come off what if they get worse again?
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I am having an appointment with my psychiatrist this afternoon and I am obsessing about what to do with my medication. I think it’s also very ocd like obsessing. I am currently on 30mg mirtazapine. Ive been on this for years (because of insomnia, anxiety and depression) (15mg) and after we tried to switch to another (amitryptiline) because of nerve pain, I went down the road of insomnia and later on ocd again. So I am back on mirtazapine, and weaning off of the amitryptiline. This is/was a very traumatic experience. Because the switch caused a mental breakdown. Now my psychiatrist has mentioned to up the mirtazapine to 45mg. And my obsessive self has done a lot of research and a lot is saying that the higher the dose, the more you can experience anxiety. And for ocd it’s obviously not the first choice. I am obsessing all morning about it. I am too scared to go up. But I am also too scared to try another and to wean myself of off mirtazapine. I feel stuck at this point. Taking two meds is also not something I want. I could really use some words of encouragement right now I think. 🥹
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I’m constantly having fears of getting psychosis like I’ve been thinking I want to get closer to God but my brain is like what if I end up in religious physcosis or what if I drive myself into physcosis from my intrusive thoughts or what if I’m already in it.
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