Anyone have ocd thoughts that relate to either the devil / bad spirits hell or scary things like that?

What are your thoughts if you don’t mind sharing ? mine are usually like “ what if I’m in hell right now “ or what if I’m possessed” or “ what if I turn into the devil” sounds so crazy but I think it’s because I got triggered of this kind of stuff since I was little after I watched a scary movie!

@Calove And it freaked me out ! ever since then I’ve had scary thoughts but not as bad as I do now. sometimes it feels so real too my thoughts can get me in this loop where It starts trying to convince me that these thoughts are true which I know they are not!

@Calove I actually have the thought “what if I’m possessed” a lot. Sometimes I’ll wake up in the middle of the night and have that thought or have the thought that I’m about to be possessed or that there are evil spirits in the room. I usually feel very panicked as well and can’t sleep for a long time after. I’ve never ever been able to watch scary movies because I’m so terrified. I have two kids and when I was postpartum with my first one, I had to have the light on if I was up with her at night. I would get intrusive thoughts about my baby being possessed or about having demons in our house. It’s so scary and hard sometimes. I’m sure it’s really hard for you too.

@Makena That sounds terrible I’m so sorry ! How did you get through those thoughts. I’m scared to even get pregnant because of my ocd

@Calove Still working through them, honesty. I actually wasn’t diagnosed until about a month ago. My first baby is now two and a half and my second little guy is one. Parenting with OCD is not for the faint of heart, but I love them more than anything in this world, so it’s worth it. 🙂

@Makena Yeah that is reassuring to here ! Thanks !

I still have this ! not all the time but sometimes !