Working on recovery n I wanna share a message💋🙏🏽

You’re welcome what’s going on with your theme today

@thegirlbattalingO Soocd , its just evil.. 😔

@thegirlbattalingO On top of that my sleep is terrible, every night i lay down i get that feeling in my stomach,chest,heart that im gonna die

@Sp1999 Tell me about it ITS THE WORST THATS MY HARDEST THEME

@Sp1999 Awww I think ocd it’s tfyna trick u too thinking some is wrong I had that too scared to gts cuz I feel like I was gonna die

@thegirlbattalingO This is my first theme ever, pure hell. I hate it. Its very confusing,convincing, uncomfortable annoying , just all negative. And im not sure what it is, but i wake up randomly feeling it plus when i have my obsession tap into my dreams ill wake up to

@Sp1999 Fr fr n I hate how it seems real

@thegirlbattalingO Its so weird, like in the beginning it was soooo tense and i ended up "coming out" but it didnt feel right

@Sp1999 SAME MINE NEVER FELT RIGHT N THE SCNERIOS ARE THE WORSE

@thegirlbattalingO Even now its the same thing, moments i feeling like i have to tell people that im actually bi when im not lmaoo its like my brains a toddler

@Sp1999 Ever here certain things n it makes it seem like u are like them

@thegirlbattalingO All the time, i cant stand it.

@Sp1999 That’s the hard part ,Wanna become friends on fb n chat about it sometimes

@thegirlbattalingO Yeah sure !

@thegirlbattalingO It literally just happened to me when i was on Instagram, there's an attractive dude on there rapping, got a thought saying "he's sexy" i didnt really respond to it but got the urge to check his profile so i did and then i felt attracted to em . It just dont feel right at all. I believe this can go away

@Sp1999 U won’t believe what I jus went through n trying so hard n don’t know why ,I was on a nocd group app call n a lady made a statement that maybe she was bi all along n just didn’t have time to accept it because of the complusing ! N I became calm im not terrified I don’t feel bi hard tryna not go into a compulsive act

@Sp1999 https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100071824470228 My link!

@thegirlbattalingO Yeah i heard bs stories of that before. People just know they are what they are, they wont freak about it. And most who have ocd already knew what they are. Its bullshi that people push that fluid stuff around here.

@thegirlbattalingO I got you, my nickname is sp on my profile

@Sp1999 Exactly like most women I used to be not anymore I was like sexually attracted to women buh never wanted a relationship I am a freak individual lol so I was open to all of that buh ocd messed it up makes Me so confused on my sexuality

@thegirlbattalingO Before all this i was a major gym freak and pothead, id put me in the category of a "fuck boy" 😂. But this is the most distressing thing ive ever went through in my life.

@thegirlbattalingO And wym used to be? Lol im confused. And shit I'd say im also open but i know when something aint for me , me and penis will never match lmaoo

@Sp1999 I never have Been romantically or liked women but ocd tricks me to think I do lol it seems so real

@thegirlbattalingO Oh big time lol. False attraction is currently its strongest power right now

@Sp1999 N it makes it seem like I want that stuff n tricks me

We got this 💗