I’m scared it’s not OCD and it’s something worse.

It's not something worse, ocd does this, it makes you doubt everything, that's classic ocd

No like, breathing ,mindfulness, and practicing diversion techniques, it's hard a the start but the more you practice the better and happier you'll become, i know it seems unbelievable but through the right practices this condition won't bother you at all one day if your educated on it and know what to do, me myself I've been using " the linden method", Google it, this cat also has lots of vids on you tube, he has helped lots of people

I just read something about nihilism and now I’m scared that I am / I will become a nihilist! I’m so worried right now

Still classic ocd, just breath deeply and think logically, honestly it's all ocd, what things are you doing to help your ocd?

Hmm, with Hyperawernes & Somatic obssesions this obssesion about obssesion is very common. It just seems louder because your body is involved

Plus what if it's not ocd has never happened

Nothing can be worse than OCD. A therapist told me she would rather have cancer because with cancer you can get a diagnosis do the treatment and move on. But with exsistenital OCD you get bembared with obssesion over obssesion like I will always have this obssesion So when you are scared this fear will always be there you might as well say give me cancer I'll get a diagnosis do the treatment and hopefully will be ok but with this wtf ?

Like compulsions?

Thank you so much!

Moe5, what do you mean by that? Sorry, I’m just trying to wrap my head around it haha!

Oh I see. I guess it’s just weird because sometimes my OCD just isn’t bothering me at all and so I worry that there are worse mental illness’ I could have / get in the future