I feel like I’m not good enough . I just started my new job and received news while ago that I may be moved on to be a shift team leader if I keep progressing according to my bosses . I been receiving positive comments/feedback from my coworkers and such. It made me feel great - however, I personally feel as tho I still need to improve on certain tasks mostly regarding with speed and when I’m in kitchen . But as far as accuracy, I think I’m good and others agree as well. I felt like I was doing more good in the beginning rather than now 🤷‍♂️I get so overwhelmed with not just my usual ocd anxiety episodes, but also the anxiety I’m getting from work when busy - all of that builds up especially when I’m compulsively giving into my ocd episodes during work . Aside from all that as well, I just have other things on plate - so stressed about social anxiety/low self esteem , my unability to drive , just constantly renting on how I’m not good in general and many things were delayed due to my severity with ocd itself . College, driving , - my first priority should logically be to start therapy for ocd - specifically erp that way it j can manage it to an extent where I’m mentally capable of working and accomplishing my goals 🥺but then this goes back to the driving issue - how can I go to ocd therapy if I don’t currently drive ? I realize therapy can be done online , however I don’t have prioritized time at home for me to just sit with a therapist without having some distraction in my house . I’m also just more comfortable taking with therapist directly in person . Once I drive, this could help with many things - I can drive to work, college, therapy sessions , gym - I’ll be much more satisfied 😔💔I wanna do all these things but number one issue here is ocd .